You want to know what happened to Selah

Lol 100% observe

I had to stop producing music and I can barely listen to music. Look up what hyperacusis is. I can’t take my children to loud places to play. I have to wear f**king ear muffs when I pick them up from school. My ears ring all day every single day loud from tinnitus.

The first 2 weeks of onset I couldn’t sleep more than 15 minutes at night. I tried melatonin. Went to my GP and got trazodone, went to the ER and they gave me Ativan. At most with those I got 2 hours. I went back to the ER and ended up in the psych ward for a 72 hour hold. They gave me seroquel and then Ambien both of which f**ked me up and didn’t make me sleep any better.

I finally went to a psychiatrist my mother knows who gave me clonazepam which is a much longer acting benzo. That is the only way I can sleep. I’ve been on that poison 5 months now.

Right before I went to the psych ward was the last time I spoke to Gino on the phone. I didn’t tell him I was having a f**king mental breakdown, but I told him I hope he could enjoy his family because I was having trouble enjoying mine. If he’s still lurking here he can confirm that.

Damn my man, sorry to hear this.. Hopefully you will get past this soon.

Damn this is some bad news

s**t thing to happen

Dont know what else to say but hope your situation improves brother

thanks bro! wishing all the best to you!

88 I’ve done more than try to walk it off. I had an osteoma in my inner auditory canal removed because I was hoping it would fix the problem. That meant having a middle fossa craniotomy. The white dot in the CT scan is the osteoma from my right ear. Sometimes they’ve been known to apply pressure to the cochleovestibular nerve and cause tinnitus and other issues like conductive hearing loss, vertigo, etc. unfortunately surgery fixed nothing. 

Sorry brother, it sounded so bad I thought it was a joke. Hold in there, your kids will keep you strong.

Hopefully you'll be able to recover or at least recover enough from the pain. You never know how life will work out. But keep strong

Well another L for big pharma and phatbeets f**king up peoples lives with these death drugs.

Once your surgery heals up selah get off all the pills slowly and rebuild your immune system from scratch. Find a holistic doctor to guide u thru your journey of wellness. It can be done and has been done.

Nothing to do with me. Painkiller prescription is out of hand in the US and that’s so f**king dangerous. Yes walk away from all this s**t and search for alternatives, not necessarily medication. Maybe change your environment for a while? Hope you’ll succeed, marry Christmas.